Whirlpool

Ok, now I am freaking out... 3 months are a bloody long time, isnt it?

I took a timeout this morning and pulled date a little closer. 21st July is too long, so asked for 7th... so yeah its not two and a half months of break.

not sure if I am doing a  right thing? asking for a break when even his parents are pushing him towards some substantial future planning.

Standstill

Day 1 

7 years of dating, 8 year of being best of friends, now on a break for 3 months. 

so far it feels normal, no emptiness as such. When we were busy fidgeting over the distances and calls without substance, whole world was thinking how good we are for each other. Not that we have doubts, but something is missing. Him between not liking his job and bland present and me, being a ‘high expectations from self’ and finding connects with other people, something had been troubling for a while. 

In deed its a risk, we both are young, both are mad in our own ways, but that anxiety is quietly rising. I have had made him work on the relationship for almost 4-5 months, he couldn't  So we decided to try this way out. No meetings, no calls, no smses, no mails (unless i find a job lead for him)… even unfriending on Facebook (i haven’t done that yet).

I am confused between making a strategy to get him after 3 months or just floating with the flow. 

More on this. soon.

Perks!  

P.S; Ain't 3 months a long way to get accustomed for walking alone? I certainly hope not.